How else better to start a blog, if not by sharing how I blowed 2k in the name of “self-love”
Howdy gentlemen and ladies ❤ First off, a little heart for those of you who are feeling a little heart broken be it for whatever reasons that managed to falter your spirits today Mine’s definitely driven by a long standing body dysmorphia that I have.. and the fact that I wanted to look good in my wedding dress in 2 weeks. Yeap. For starters I work my posterior side off in the gym at least a good 3 times a week. I can do 1 pull up (IKR), and my deadlift PR’s 40KG+barbell. you do the maths. I’m pretty agile/mobile than your regular (probably) and have been an athlete all my life. I have no idea HOW. just HOW. did perfect little girl got her mental destroyed by external criticism of being chubby. of how skinner girls are prettier, get more praised of being prettier (I wanted to be called pretty too) Then puberty happened and it just went from point A to point B real quick. Here I am, 15 years later- albeit earning my own money, had just spent a luxurious amount of money on body cont...